That was Valentine’s Day 2015. Kyle had gotten that bagel when he went into work and sent me that picture.
I imagined that a few people would contact me today since it’s Valentine’s Day and my love isn’t here to celebrate with. But… I received much more than that. 10 cards, gifts, a song, many prayers, offers to spend time with me, and lots of sweet words. I can’t begin to express what it means to not feel alone today. Thank you.
But let me tell you about one exceptional gift I received today.
“Mom, could you take me to Party City today and let me go in by myself to get something and come right back out?”. This, coming from my sweet son who is scared to go anywhere alone. “If we decide to go, could Kindall go in with you?” was my reply. He agreed and I forgot it even came up. 6 hours later, “Mom… PUH-LEEEEEEZZZZ take me to Party City. I really need to and I’ll use my own money. It won’t take long. PLEASE.”
I checked the clock, 1 hour until basketball practice. I hand the baby to Gigi and he and I jump in the car.
Thankfully, a parking space was available right in front of the door so I sent him in with instructions about what to do and what not to do. I kept my eyes on the door while he ventured in. 5 minutes later, he walks out with his hand behind his back and opens my car door. He hands me a chocolate rose and says “Happy Valentine’s Day, Mom”.
The tears washed through like an ocean wave for the 20th time today. This side of heaven does not get any better than the thoughtful love of my child while in my deepest pain.